The Horrendous photos

Ok people... seriously I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack just thinking about posting my before photographs on here. I know all of you or most of you have seen me at this size anyway BUT it seems as time goes by our memory of my fat ass slowly goes away as I transform into a different me. AHHHHHH seriously I’m freaking out... ok here it is...




Here is me and my family in December of 2009 at the beach for my birthday!! This was 67.4 lbs. ago! SCARY!!! I have to say how sweet my "hubby" (not official married yet) is for staying with this chunky monkey! He never said a word about my weight, or what I ate and that means the world to me!! People KNOW when they are fat, they don't need to be told, and if told it brings on the emotional food cravings even more! Seriously if someone in your life is fat keep your FAT MOUTH SHUT! Change will only happen when they are ready, and being told your overweight when you already know only makes you ready to eat a whole damn bag of potato chips! DO YOU HEAR ME?




How nice to be such a fatty in our first family Christmas photo! Memories that will last forever in our heads as well as our photo albums. My hope is that my daughter is in complete denial that the fatty in the photo is her mom. "Mom! Who is this chubby chick with Dad and me?" That’s what I want to hear!! In order for that to happen I have to get thin and STAY that way so she has no idea that I was ever that size, and I will just tell her that my twin sister (insert name here) was around a lot, sadly she was in a horrible donut crushing accident and is no longer with us!!


I will NOT post these chub a bub photos without a recent one! No way in HELL are you going to remember last looking at me like that! I have worked too hard (yet not hard enough) to no longer look that way!





Her I am about 70lbs lighter with my gorgeous, did I mention GORGOUS family in May 2011! Wow so so so much better! Before and after photos really inspire me. There are day when I feel just as heavy as I was in 2009 and those are the days I gotta pull out these good old HORRINDOUS before photos and realize "Damn Girl you look good!"






I want to lose weight for some many reasons, one is being a skinny bitch, but another reason that means a lot to me is my "hubby". I think he is sexy, sweet, adorable, SEXY, and the most amazing man I have ever met! He deserves an attractive wife! So after I lose this weight and get some cosmetic surgery he should have something close to an attractive wife!! Ok... I'm kidding about the surgery, well kind of kidding, I will write about that later!!


I feel a lot of weight lifted off my ass for posting them and just getting it out of the way!! Whew! Now that I had to look at these photos of the fatty me I'm going to go to the gym and make some more magic happen!! And one more thing... I use the term Fat, fatty, chub etc. because I have EVERY right! If you are skinny or have always been skinny you better not say these words or I will kick your ass! I would also NEVER say those things to or about anyone else!!